Ex boyfriend “finished” on my face

I’m kinda (very) embarassed to talk about this stuff with anybody irl, but I feel like I can share things here. On NYE, I was with my ex boyfriend (first time we slept together) and he put his cum on my face. For some reason it made me feel really sexy, lol! I’ll probably do it again because I honestly enjoyed it. I found out a few minutes later that it got in my hair a little and wasn’t real happy about that but I wasn’t mad or anything. Like I said, I don’t really have anybody irl I can tell, just a couple online friends. That’s it!