He fucked me out of his sadnese

Okay so the writing is very romanticized and I’m sorry about that. This is a real experience with a friend of my who is older than me. He and i are both cursed with mental illnesses and instability.

I spend nearly 45 minutes trying to comfort him. He was crying…he was breaking down in front of me while i sat there just holding him. Rubbing his back…holding his face close to my neck. Wiping some tears and simply holding him. I didn’t want him to feel alone..i wanted him to feel the comfort of another human. He cried alot… Then he got up and sat in the other room. I followed him. I light up a cigarette and gave him. He smoked nd so did i. I got back in the bedroom to sleep with the dogs. He went to the washroom nd came back and slept beside me. Curled up in a ball. Silent. Cold. I pulled a blanket over him still rubbing his back. I was cold too so he pulled the blanket over my legs. Soon i got inside the blanket. My one leg over his. I held his face while caressing his hair. He smelled like expensive scotch and cheap cigarettes. His eyes were closed but he wasn’t asleep. Just didn’t want to look me in the eye. After some time of lying there he pulled me closer. I put my arm under his head as he layed there almost on my chest. He slipped his one hand under my t-shirt and so did i. I was still rubbing his back..caressing his hair. He burried his face in my chest trying to find comfort. Everytime there was any gap between us he pulled me closer. I think he liked my presence beside him. Maybe he didn’t feel completely alone because of that. Soon he unhooked my bra nd i took it off. His eyes..still closed and buried in my chest. His leg on top of my. I could smell the alcohol in his breath. He took off my pants..i understand he wanted the infamous “depressed sex”. i moved my hands inside his pants and stroked his ass. He pulled up my T-shirt and gropped me. Sucking on my nipples which soon turned very hard. I knew we r about to fuck each other. Fuck in the fashion you see in movies..the kind you do to make u feel less lonely,sometimes out of darkness in your heart. That kind of sex. I was completely okay with that because i felt so close to him and wanted him to feel better. He got on top me…kissing my face. Our eyes are closed at this point. U know the gentle brush of lips against someone’s face,like we see in movies. Well my lips brushed against his lips and nose and kissed i him on his forehead. I wasn’t wet…but i didn’t want this to stop. He pushed himself inside me. He hurted a little but i knew he felt good therefore so did i. He thrusted himself in and out many times. I was gushing wet now. Both of us breathing heavily.. I moaned and he grunted. I held him so tightly and didn’t wanna let go. He bit my neck. And kept on kissing my lips, my neck ,as i dug my nails inside him. After sometim of fucking me raw,he stopped. Looked at me saying he will cum if he continues. So i asked him stop and layed him down. I took his cock in my mouth then played with it. I rolled my tongue around its head and used my hand to give him a handjob. I took him all inside my mouth. Slowly running my tongue over his shaft. I could feel him relax and mian a lilm he was caressing my bare back.He ejaculated on my facecand mouth and i stopped Afterwhile sice my jaw was hurting,but before leaving his dick i gave it a lil kiss. I went and layed beside him on his arm. Head on his chest and kept on playing with his dick. I gave it a little kiss and continued my hand movements while i buried my face in his neck. Soon we both fell asleep…naked from below..hands around eachother. Covered in our juices.I woke up after some time and tried to get up. He was half asleep and pulled me back. He didn’t wanna let go. So i stayed there..in his arms. Smelling his alcohol breath.

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