I had my first orgasm with my partner of 7 years (graphic)

I’ve been sexually active since I was 17. Never once have I been able to achieve orgasm during sex, or with a partner at all for that matter. It’s always been a matter of anxiety for me. I suffer from intense anxiety in general, so it’s of course carried over into sex.

My boyfriend and I have been together for 7 years now. We have a wonderful sex life and are so in love…I can’t even describe how wonderful what we have is. But I’ve never been able to reach orgasm or even have one in front of him. He gives amazing oral…I mean it blows me away every time…he is so experienced and so good with his mouth. I always feel on the edge of orgasm when he eats my pussy, but I am always too anxious and nervous to let it happen. It’s so frustrating, for both of us. I’ve cried because of my anxiety keeping me from cumming with him many times.

We made the decision to stop all birth control this year. With him being almost 30 and me being 26, we decided to start letting things happen naturally for us. After being on hormonal birth control for our entire relationship, ovulation is also something new we experience together. It has been like a sexual awakening. (Fuck hormonal birth control, by the way. I didn’t realize what I was missing). So, now, when I ovulate, I get insanely horny and confident. I turn into a vixen and all I want to do is have wild sex with him. It’s a truly amazing feeling and has led to some mind blowing sex for us. I believe ridding my body of those synthetic hormones and letting my sexuality actually happen naturally has strengthened our bond in ways, allowing us to enjoy and experience sex as it was meant to be and not stifled by chemicals that dont belong in my body or brain.

A couple of days ago, I started feeling extremely sexual and confident. I couldn’t focus on anything but my boyfriend and needed to get him in the bedroom! I felt sexy and slutty and naughty. Again, feelings I didn’t normally have before, so it’s great! Turns out it was my ovulation day. That night, my boyfriend and I lit candles, turned down the bed, and made our bedroom into a sanctuary for our lovemaking. I dressed up for him in some of my favorite lingerie- a beautiful Victoria’s Secret sheer babydoll, a tiny lace g string, and my sexiest highest heels. I felt so confident and he went wild over me. He always takes his time with me, and this time he laid me on my stomach and slowly kissed from my ankles to my neck and down my back, leaving bite marks in my ass cheeks as evidence. He held me close and kissed me slowly, and just his kisses made my thong soaking wet. (Another thing: when I ovulate now, I get so wet, and it’s different than usual. It’s extra sexy. It’s amazing how my body wasn’t working on birth control). He unbuckled and pulled my heels off, and slid my sopping wet thong down my legs by the tiny straps.

He then started giving me some delicate, soft kisses on my pussy, which was wetter than ever, and those soft kisses quickly turned into sloppy, noisy, messy French kisses with lots of tongue…Then he started sucking on my clit the way he knows I like it, making me cream myself, and making it even more sloppy. I was screaming so loud I thought the neighbors might call the police. I was grinding on his mouth as he sucked me and grunted into my pussy with increasing intensity. When I couldn’t take any more, I pushed him on his back and straddled his (incredibly long and thick) penis and slowly slid down. Even after 7 years, it’s still a little painful at first due to his size. He pulled me down against him and gently held and soothed me as I took my time fitting him inside me.

He whispered “I know it hurts baby, but it’s about to feel so good…take your time” and softly rubbed my back while he kissed my forehead. Suddenly the pain turned to deep pleasure as I slid to the base of him and I sat up to ride him. He stared at my body in the flickering candle light and had both a look of great love and lust in his eyes. We locked eyes and I slowly began to grind as he thrusted upwards, making me feel the deepest pressure I’ve ever felt. His hips slowly circled, and thrusted, and his movements inside me felt like waves in the ocean. He handed me our favorite vibrator and said “vibrate your clit, baby” so I took the vibrator on full blast and let it vibrate my clit while his thickness inside me intensified with pleasure. I felt a sensation I never felt with him before…an urgency, a sudden itch. The vibrator and his penis combined was overwhelming and my thighs locked up against his hips. Every muscle in my body clenched, and my legs began to tremble. I knew what this foreign feeling was…

I was about to have an orgasm. I couldn’t believe it. I started humping the vibrator while he held my hips tight and thrusted as deep as he could. I said “I think I’m going to cum…” and his eyes lit up with love and excitement, then quickly darkened and turned evil and brooding. He was going to make sure I had my first orgasm this time. He started humping me with animalistic urgency, looking up at me with those dark evil eyes, and his deep voice somehow got even deeper. He sternly demanded “cum for me baby, come on” and would thrust deep and hard with his every word. He got extra rough with me and grabbed my petite hips tighter with his huge, strong hands. “COME ON” he angrily demanded loudly, scaring me at first, then gave me a sly, sexy smile. He started to thrust so hard he would grunt and moan with each push, which felt so primal and pushed me over the edge.

My legs shook harder, my muscles locked up, and I knew it was happening. A wave of heat flooded my body, and my clit twitched with indescribable pleasure. My insides contracted around his penis over and over and over, waves of intense pleasure washing over me with every contraction. I couldn’t speak, I just gasped for air and rode the amazing sensation as the man I love so much stared at me in awe, watching me have my very first orgasm during sex with him. I collapsed onto him, my heart pounding, out of breath, as he wrapped his big strong arms around me tight, holding me to his chest with all the love in the world. He continued to slowly thrust, my cum running out of me and onto him, making the most wet and creamy sensation between the most intimate parts of our being. He whispered to me “I’m going to fill you, baby.” remaining on https://thebestsexstories101.blogspot.com/2020/01/i-had-my-first-orgasm-with-my-partner.html

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