my first lover 2012

“1215 to East Grinstead via sandersted ”

Tuesday I had the balls to meet up with a girl I met online, yes! Finally this was going to happen after weeks of snapchats what’s apps and instagram likes.

I wasn’t scared real scared as I franticly walked up and down the train heading to Sandersted her accommodation. Excitement and fear I guess I couldn’t sit I paced the empty train. What the fuck was I doing ….

Flicking through my iPhone 5s contacts Billy Criminal on my phone ironic since I am the one who’s carrying the weed he sold me. Now hear me out. I thought carrying weed on a train through clapham junction station would make me more anxious. My head was only thinking what if its awkward what if she’s expecting me to be this stud that could please her sexually when the only experience I’ve had is my right hand.

He had the voice of an old black soul singer and laughed like one quite husky.

“It will be fine you got my weed just smoke some and you guys will be blessup ha ha ha “ he had away with words making new phases that would stick in my mind quite poetic but he was just a chubby blonde kid that looked like the mutated baby of Boris Johnson and Plan B with a sprinkle of Raul moat who lived in a small estate Hammersmith and acted like the god father of the area.

I still have couple stop till sandersted I look out the window by the door down felt better just watching the world wiz by, depending on where you look somethings stand out like trampolines and funny looking trees litter on the backs of house fences the owners would never know it existed blown by the train over years.

If you focus your eyes just right and follow the train line every thing is moving 80mph but the train lines look still.My mind wonders her blonde hair and pure pale skin, slight freckles bellow eyes and devilish smile that I should of seen coming I could see she was broken but I wasn’t going to let that put me off her I could be the glue.

The train had just left east Croydon one more stop one last chance to get my self together.

I have this thing when sometimes I can be cocky and loud and other days I am quite reserved and just wanna be left alone hopefully my cocky side comes out today please please cause I am a strong believer on first impressions and the way you act in the first 5 mins of meeting someone really matters as growing up in a boys school and with work being manly environment I was quite bad in the women department knowing what to do after the flirting stage.

This train is Arriving at Sandersted station shortly please make sure you have all your belongs with you.

As the doors close and the train pulls away I stand still just collecting my self on a small platform at a small station with a small walking bridge at the entrance that would take you to the other side. platform 2

For me in the middle of nowhere.I was nearish to Croydon town which I had only been a hand full of times.

I continue to walk down the platform.No ticket man No kiosk No one actually on platform 1 couple people dotted around platform 2 heading to back civilisation.

yellow oyster card tap out machine and a larger machine to buy ticket and top up wore near the steps

. “Meet me on platform 2”

I crossed the old bridge only small with 2 flights a of stairs made from wood I think and I walk old slight bumpy bridge with rust everywhere it made noises as I walked like thudding people bellow looked up and back down.

I continued to walk down the stairs to and their I meet Ella and another girl

“Tommmm”. And she gives me a hug squeezing my ribs slightly her head lands perfectly bellow my chin. I didn’t know what to say so I just said

“Hi” there goes that whole speech about first impressions I guess

Her friend was bit more taller and chunkier still pretty but not as petite as Ella while we left the station walking up bendy pavements and a small hill Ella explained their friendship and how they got to know each other.

I was listening but all I could think is that she was perfect like normally the real life version is never as good as the images you see online lighting camera position etc but she was stunning she bounced around like a little lamb she had these tight legging bottoms on which showed her figure off so nicely with these crazy psychedelic pattens and wore crop top to the same effect. She had these old battered shoes on which I used to call buzz light year shoes but I loved them they just suited her.

she talked a lot I mean a lot with was perfect cause I was on shy mode and it help bring my confidence up slowly

We reached the top of the hill will big houses everywhere nothing like where I live these homes had massive drives in massive gardens just a shame about the pavements they wore cracked and some just filled in with tarmac

“You know that thing I told you about”

“Yeah”

“Well before you come in say ur my friend and sign in ok”

I enter a massive house just looked like any other on the street but as you enter there is a small room on the left with a book with scribbled in the names and times and that type of glass that has small on it squares lots of posters and flyers held up with tape and blue tac for various thing dotted around the entrance with bill boards filled with laminated sheet with more information all doors wore closed its day time sun beaming in though the square misty glass but the lights wore on I signed in still little confused what’s going on.

“my rooms upstairs come”

Alex leads

Flowed by Ella

Then me

Her small but juicy arse was in my face as we walked up the stairs I just couldn’t keep my eyes off it as it jiggled left to right, the hall way was dark only light was from a smoke detector and natural light from the downstairs lobby.

keys jingle and Alex opens the door to her Room

“wow you have a big room”

“Thanks take a seat by the window”

Alex sits on her bed Ella sits by window on a wooden bench and and some while Macklemore thrift shop played in the back ground I look at her light blue eyes as the sun blazes through the window and smile

“you know how you said you smoke weed, I brought some with me”

Expectations vs reality

Ella was rolling a spliff and had me hold thing like the grinder and rizzsla I looked at her a lot and watched her as her tongue licked the splilf and as she slowly rubbed it up and down to make sure the gum line stuck kinda turned me on gave me a little smile from the corner of her mouth everything just euphoric and the room had this yellow ascetic from the sun which bounced of various things with a haze where you could see dust move in slow-motion.

I got to know the girls the convo was bouncing of each other and we wore just having a laugh I talked about how I was shy and nervous and I think that helped saying it

“i though might as well surprise you with some weed and see how you act high haha”

Some time passed and we smoked this spliff mixed with half a cigarette at first we wore very giggly and as we all huddled round the window. Each room had a smoke detector and the window was quite big which I guess suited the room.

Ella gave her seat to Alex as she smoked the split out the window I looked up at Ella still in ore of how stunning this girl was pretty in every way she had such a young and charm to her. We glance eyes for a moment and smile.

She moves my arms which wore resting on my lap

“Let me sit her”

She says in a angry way but I know she’s joking

Alex passes her the spliff her golden her hair accidentally waves on my face and I pull it to the Side exposing neck and from where I am sitting I can see her whole face profile from forehead to chin and neck.

As she sits on my lap she could slight more I can feel her jiggly bum closer to my pelvic area by the way I am wearing track suite bottoms grey ones and I am shitting my self thing if this girl moves any closer to my dick I could be awkward while this is rushing through my head the girls are just talking a way having little gossips about people and laughing.

Ella takes a long drag and passes me the spliff but doesn’t inhale she brings her face closer to mine and she kisses me with her smoke entering my lungs. The kiss is wet and raw we cross tongues and that was it short and sweet nothing and kinda tease.

I take a couple pulls of the spliff and the flick roach it on the street At this moment Ellas on my lap and Alex is on my right I slightly whisper into her ear and say

“So what do u wanna do nows”

Alex is surprisingly Alex herd I guess my whispering voice is shit

“lets put a movie on” as Alex stands up and finds her DVD collection

Ella moves further up to my pelvic area my dick Is now throbbing I cant help it and I know she can feel it throbbing. I feel the bulge in my trackies forming slowly.

“Sorry I can’t help it its your fault”

“Its ok”

As she rubs her bum slightly up and down my semi erect dick

meanwhile Alex is looking for a DVD in a really big black folder with names of songs and dvd on them all copied non wore original

Me and Ella start getting handy

First I place my hand on to of her thighs and start slowly moving them up

“We can watch Coraline or Spiderman 2”

My had quickly moved and Ella laughed slightly

As Alex turned around

“caroline I’ve never seen it”

We moved to the bed all siting up right my long legs dangling of the and so I push my self up the wall a bit. A small red blanket was coving our waists we all stoned I could tell a lot of random giggling and I would do a stupid voice and they would both laugh.

Alex was still sat in bed bed she managed to sort the dvd out and after couple jokes and me and Ella flirting bit we all managed to quite down abit

I was glad they found a cover as I was on a deacon 5 with my throbbing dick situation I had Ella to my left and Alex on my right. Ella jumped up and closed the the big red curtains in Alexis room and the room was pretty dark with glimpse of light beam coming in from the window the tv was our main light source

While Ella was messing about with the curtains I could feel Alexes hand touch my right hand I just assumed it was accident and continued watching the tile screens come in for the movie

Alex is hold my wrist now moving it towards her

“Better now?”

“who’s my curtain girl …. You are”

I say joking

They both laughed Ella cuddled up next me like a little puppy her head was under on my left shoulder and my arm around her and I could feel her breathing softy mean while the film played.

Alex slowly pulled my hand down her jeans and letting go and I could tell she was wet just by the way she looked back at me biting her top lip and closing her eyes slightly.

She wasn’t the prettiest girl but and she was more butch and had a lady vibe less feminine I guess.

Some time passed and just left my hand down her jeans it was quite tight space to move them so I slight rubbed her clit now and then slowly moving my fingers just to feel her we pussy on my fingers I looked over at Ella in my arm she was fast a sleep she slept like an angle no snoring quite movements and her little breath I could feel on my bicep

Alex whispers

“She’s a light weight ahaha”

“Yeah she is”

As I say that I slight move my fingers further down Alex jeans at his point she takes her jeans off very slowly the movement slightly wakes Ella up but she grunts something and rolls over leaving my other arm free

I look up at Alex and she looks a me my fingers slowly enter her we pussy at first I try 2 fingers but start with one she is dripping in drawl and before I do anything I grab her hand and place it on my dick she starts squeezing my semi out side my trackies and I fell close to cumin shit this aint good I’ve just been so horny and I can let it happen now to I pull my trackies down and my penis is exposed to the room,Alex slowly pulls my dick it up and down hands griped round my shaft and I whisper

“slowly”

she smiles as I put my middle finger in her pussy while rubbing her clit with my thumb we do everything slowly and try not to move to much it was weird everything was in slow motion.

We barely talked and just watched the film while plesursing each other

Bang!

film wakes Ella up and she cuddles back to me and says “lets go to my room wants sleeps”

My fingers still in Alex my cock is throbbing and I look up at Alex and say sorry Ella turns lights on and I quickly pull my pants up and walk out with Ella to her room across the hall way I turn back at Alex laying on the bed and say

“see you around I guess“

I could tell Alex was annoyed

“Cool”

I could tell Ella was quite tired so I head over to the curtains and I saw a pair of leggings fly across the room.

she says

“don’t me shy come in”

I take my trackies and flung them

Raging hard right now as I feel her cold skin near mine at first we spoon little and she grinds on my dick slowly with her small bum very plumb tho my dick was still fire right now couple small movement and I would explode so I roll on my back and we start kissing

she plays with my dick a bit and laughs bong as it springs back to place and I have my arms around her as she wanks me off She starts off slow and nice then she goes to hyper speed I think I am going buss but she knows and stops how ? She would continues to play with my dick edging me and pretty much controlling me she whispers

“who’s ur favourite girl”

as she wanks me closer tot he nut zone

“you are”

she stops all hand movements just playing with the tip my foreskin in pulled down and she slightly tucked my throbbing belled at this moment my dick is pulsating too much .really its got a mind of its own literally she plays with my balls and just slightly touches the tip causing me to spasm this was better than any wank I had he was in full control if she said jump I would say how high. Would do anything to this girl I would die for her ,I stated to touch her legs and work my way up to her nickers her but she would

“rather I just watch”

“if you touch me I won’t make you come I just wanna watch you struggle haha “

I hated it nut found it soo sexy would do anything for this girl right now. she pulls off her nicker and tells me to slide down the bed her small bum is lovely I grab it and she starts to sit on my lap my dick is throbbing being this close to pussy it knows I start pre summing small bits of liquid release out if helmet which is so swollen at the moment I said can I eat you out and she says yeah she moves her body up to my face teasing me cock with her lovely pussy her pussy was pink and looked so perfect no flaps like Alex’s just pure slit image the touching ur hand to ur shoulder and looking at the creese where ur elbow is she had blonde pubes not too long three if you wore at the barbers and getting a skin fade she kneels over my face I have her sexy bum on my face as we 69 she’s sucking on my cock my dicks calmed down still hard but not so much throbbing as much as before her mouth slobbering over my dick from shaft to helmet as she takes long deep sucks and gasps while his is happening I am eating her sweet wet pussy out it takes like coconut supper sweet but little tangy lovely my chin is covered in her juices and I can feel my self nutting this load the load

“I am close baby”

“not yet I wanna come at the same time”

so she sit up right and I just have full pussy in my face the only way I can breath is if I lick and I feeler bouncing on my face I grab my dick I just wanna cum

no not yet as she grabs my shaft like she’s the key and I need to lick the pussy to unlock it

Iam under full and utter control can feel her grinding on my face every tongue movement as she gets closer and loser to making her cum I grab both cheeks and spreed her pussy even more I got full beast mode and eat the pussy like crazy I can see she likes it and is moaning quite loud and bouncing a lot she grinds on my face drawl coming down my chin Iam like an dog. That’s never drank water in Years lapping it up like a dog

I can tell she’s close real close she sorts taking deep breaths and tenses up so I grab her hand and she finishes me off still having control over me saying

“don’t stop”

I grab a breath and start slight sticking my tongue in her pussy forcing my toughen to a point she goes super mode on my dick aloud moan

“ahhhhhhghhh Tommmmmmmm”

And I can feel the thick discharge of her fluids come on my tongue and I continue to eat her out her slit pussy has expanded quite a bit as all and she’s pulsating too

red raw not pink her pubic hair is we some hairs congealing to each other like hair jell

she wanks me off and I let out a

“ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhghhhhh Ellllaaaa”

she keep sucking , she sucks all the cum out of me my balls feel so empty and all I want do is. Hold her tight

I cumed so much i had missed her mouth and I had some on my belly and the bed

“Haha say sorry about that”

she just looks and me her face puffy and cheeks red and smiles her eyes had become more tied from that hot set session and she just looked so pleased I watch her bum jiggle as she goes to the bath room to grab some tissues. we clean each other up I dab her pussy collecting her wetness as she still dripping and my cock still throbbing but I can slowly feel stinking.

I lay in bed and cuddle her and we slowly fall asleep I was thing this is perfect what could go wrong.

Should I tell her about Alex ? Would you ?

Sorry if there's spelling mistakes and phases you don't understand I am British lol and this is my first try at this thanks enjoy ! 
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